At an event a few months ago a friend and his neighbor were talking with me and the neighbor suggested that I would be even busier in retirement than I was actively working. Believe me, that was no encouragement and no selling point for the virtues of retiring. I certainly do not want to be busier than I have been for the last years of my full-time employment. It is not a selling point for retirement to say that the busy only get busier -- even if more of that busyness is stuff I want to do. I am not ready to be idle but I thought the whole point of retirement was some sort of escape from the rat race. If retirement does not provide some diversion from the constant press of demand and responsibility, why bother? If retirement is only idleness, then it would appear I have traded adulthood in for a childish pursuit of doing nothing (or nothing I do not want to do). Again, neither of these prospects seems attractive to me.
Yes, I know that there are a thousand things which were postponed due to the demands of family and job and that now it the time to pursue some or most or even perhaps all of them. So what am I supposed to do? Stop being interested in the things that have interested me professionally and personally for the past 45 years? Gosh, I hope not. If so, I should have given away far more books than I did and I could have given my wife back one of her spare bedrooms instead of occupying the territory as a study. So if you are expecting me to shutter this little proposition called a blog, I am not ready to give up having an opinion and sharing it with you if you want to read it.
I will be honest with you. I will continue to have some strong opinions about much of what goes on in the parishes of my own and other church bodies. I will continue to have strong opinions about the state of affairs in national jurisdictions (Lutheran and otherwise). I will continue to have strong opinions about the state of things in our national culture and of society in general though most of them will probably be out of step with the rest of the world. What am I supposed to do with those opinions? Keep them to myself? Share them with my wife? Blab about them on social media? The blog remains the primary place where I offload the opinions my family has grown tired of and I cannot keep bottled up inside. I guess I will need to learn some discretion. If I offend everyone, there will be no one left to attend my funeral when I exit this world. Perhaps I need to include some cash in my will to cover a few paid mourners who weep and wail if there is no one else to grieve me. When the day comes, I do expect a few folks will show up just to make sure I am dead!
So later today I will preach my last official sermon before I am put out to pasture; there will be some good eats and a few kind words before we sing some hymns, hear some words from the Lord, and pray some heartfelt words back to Him. But after that, well, I am not so sure. Is this something you make up as you go along? Asking for a friend.