Where this is most frustrating and maddening is how everything is expected of or gets judged on the basis of the big footprint. So in Rome it is as if there is only the Pope and the Vatican or, for us Missourians, there is only St. Louis and our elected SP. Of course these are important but they are not everything. I finally have had to give up on the illusion that I will find that perfect jurisdiction on the larger scale. You will not find it in Rome or in Constantinople or in St. Louis or anywhere else. But you do see it more nearly and clearly in the Sunday morning gathering. This is not congregationalism but the essential truth of catholicity. While we seem to stretch catholicity in search of the biggest expression of its wholeness, we end up disdaining the local expression of it. You see that catholicity in the marks of the Church, the Word and the Sacraments and the ministry/priesthood. That is where most of us meet Church and not on the seemingly grander scale of a basilica or cathedral or a bishop's throne. Yes, the large version is important and wonderful but it does not replace nor make the local expression of the Church any less important or wonderful.
I have come to see that it is not about some GIRM or bishop or rule making body enforcing that which defines us but the local expression striving to be all that we confess. That is my problem. So often and too often the local group has lost sight of its own catholicity, willing to trade it all off for better numbers or treating the Church as if she were a social group or program instead of the Body of Christ. The worship problem in Rome and in Missouri is not about enforcing more rules but about local expressions of the Church having lost their identity and reaching vainly into business or social models in search of an identity to replace what they have lost. People and pastors who do stupid stuff on Sunday morning are not trying to be the Church but trying to win friends and influence people or meet people on the therapeutic level they have come to presume is the authentic version of the Church. How foolish we are! We are willing to trade the God who tabernacles among us in the Word that delivers what it says and the Sacraments that bestow what they sign for relevance or entertainment or feelings. That is not a problem of rules or rule enforcers but of a people who have lost sight of who God is and who they are. It is a problem of leaders who are wolves in sheeps' clothing, betraying the promise of eternity for a moment in the spotlight. It is not that the sights have been set too high but too low and, in the end, having lost what is eternal for what is only momentary.
The solution will not come from Rome or St. Louis or some other address. Everyone seems to be looking for the main office to fix things but they won't and they can't. Catholicity on the larger level exists only because it is there on the local level. I once despaired that one parish at a time was not efficient or effective enough but I have learned that it is the only way. The only honest measure of the Church is Sunday morning where the shepherd serves the sheep with the gifts of the Good Shepherd. Remember when the Army had as its slogan Be All that You Can Be? Perhaps our slogan for the Church ought to say Be Who You Are. The main office can never be the refuge that the local assembly of those whom the Spirit calls, gathers, enlightens, and sanctifies is and always will be. It is nice if you can find it but the real catholicity that matters is always local. I wonder if this is not what the Augustana was trying to say in different words and what Missouri has struggled to say with its own confused expression of Church. It is not that the congregation is the only Church or any real form of congregationalism but the local gathering with all of its tangible concreteness, formed by Christ for Christ, and possessing the fullness of the Church but not alone.
Yes, I am probably rambling but that is the meanderings of today.




